Confused heart

You confused me with all the hallucinated ideas

I allowed you to communicate, connect, and complement your hallucinated comments

You even formulated all the scenarios just to confuse my judgmental ability

How could you infect I mean affect my feelings so strong in such an extent I couldn't see beyond and behind closed doors

Confused heart you confiscated all my abilities, I mean my capabilities to make an informed decision

You said I must follow my heart as it is the best option now you confused who I must follow in this instance

Stop pumping this damn blood

Pump right answers that I need to follow

Answers that leads to an informed decision

Why you so quiet confused heart?

Confused heart must I use my head to make a decision?

Confused heart you are running endless race and neating together mixed feelings

Am so down on my knees looking up to you but you keep on giving me your stinking back instead of the right decision

No! I need answers confused heart

My heart is bleeding confused heart

I mean hungry for right answers

Angry to take wrong turn

Now that am lost in the mist confused heart where are you?

Can you feel my heart beat?

Can you feel the pain?

Confused heart can you feel my worst fear

I mean my comfortability has been shaken

You reaped off my accessibility to an informed decision

Confused heart you are so heartless

Can't you feel my instincts are no longer inline with you

Can't you feel my inner ability dies a slow dead

Confused heart you destroyed my respectful humanity

My world collapsed into small pieces

Now that my humanity has been demolished and abolished in your presence

Am confused and powerless

You such a hypocrite, Cold hearted confused heart

Confused heart you confused my sustainability......MbithaM